kawan...

frenz.. kwn amat penting dlm hidup.. kalau xda kwn mmg xhappening life nie.. tp kwn susah difahami.. perangai dier, attitude dier.. kadang2 kiter xthu apekah dorang ikhlas berkwn.. ada jugak kwn yg makan kwn.. kadang2 kiter xsedar ada kwn kiter yg bermuka2 n melaga2 kiter.. tp 2 lah, sifat manusia yg sukar utk dimengertikan.. apakah motif dier wat mcm 2 pun aku xthu.. tahu2 dh terjadi mcm 2.. mungkinkah dier suker tgk org lain bermasan muka or mahu mengeruhkan lagi keadaan.. bler benda nie terjadi aku mmg betul2 terkejut and x sangka.. tp nk wat cam ner dh mcm sifat dier.. tp xsume kwn mcm 2.. ada jugak kwn yg sejati.. tp kwn yg sejati mmg sukar utk jumpe.. yg snggup berkongsi suka n duka..

10/9

hari nie aku betul2 xda mood.. rase stress n kecik hati bercampur2.. pergh... mmg giler xda mood sekrg nih.. rase mcm nk ponteng claz jer..

BENGANG..

aku adalah bengan kt somebody nih.. kter dh lama gak lah kenal dier 2.. pas2 dier leh lak wat muke dkt aku.. citernyer mcm nie.. aku da kenalkan dier dkt kwn aku.. sbb kwn aku 2 nk mintak tolong kt dier pasal subjek ntah ape tah.. so aku kenalkan lah.. aku bg no tel kwn aku 2 kt dier.. aku leh gak lah dikatakan rapat dgn kwn aku 2.. ari 2.. time kt kadai mkn 2 yg xleh blah.. da ke dier buat muka dgn aku, duduk pun dok kt posisi tepi, yelah xnk tgk aku lah katekan.. kwn2 aku sume dier tegur tp aku x.. siap jeling kt aku ag lak 2.. aku tnyer kt kwn aku same da die da pape ker dgn somebody 2.. tp dier kate x.. kalau betul x, mmg ler dier 2 perasan ajer.. xsalah dier suke kt kwn aku 2, tp haruslah wat mcm 2.. aku kot yg kenalkan dorang.. kwn aku 2 pun satu, jagn lah layan lebih2 smpai dier jd perasan lak.. sane sini same2.. bengang bengang bengang kt dier n kwn aku gak.. xpasal2 aku jd mgsa..

complicated..

sifat sesorg itu mmg sukar diramal.. kte x thu ape yg bermain di dalam fikiran dier.. amat sukar untuk mengenali seseorg i2 sebnr2nyer coz sometimes they hiding secret from you.. kdg2 di mulut ckp lain tp di hati siapa yg tahu.. angin seseorg i2 mudah berubah2.. hurmmm.. it very complicated..

Cuti Nk Habis..

Cepat tol rase nyer mse nie berlalu ek.. next week dh nk start claz blik.. dh r aku bru jer leps paper OB.. Sebulan lebih aku kene amik Shortcourse tnpe yuyu n norel.. cam xhapening jew.. tp xper lah.. its a new experience for me.. lgpun claz en wan mmg happening giler.. xkering gusi, asyik ketawa ajer.. cik yuyu pun slalu gak trun mlaka every weekend.. xlah boring sgt.. kakak2 sume pn trun gak.. berjimba lh time 2.. lepak kt tepi river cruise smbil bergosip2.. cr bahan.. kalu da yg lalu dpan kteorg yg wat bahan, conform kene gelak dgn kteorg.. xsedar kdg2 lpak smpai kul 12..
Paper Ob bru jew lpas.. boleh lh.. sblum paper 2 aku da bincng2 dgn ariq.. mgkin dh rezeki kteorg coz pe yg kteorg bincangkn 2 kuar.. boleh lah wat.. tp xthu lah dpt bape.. lega btul rase coz dh hbis intersesi, now its time 4 HOLIDAYYY.. nk relaks2 otak yg hmpir cair nie coz dh diperah2 time nk exam.. aku nk pergune kn sehabis2nye time cuti nie.. hehe..

spageti oh spageti

ari 2 kte n kengkwn plan r nk wat spageti kt umah hygiene.. bnyk perkara yg lucu tjadi tyme 2.. nk dikatekan, aku n kak juju dh jnji dgn sinclair nk jumpe dlm kul sebelas kt tesco.. tp alkisahnyer, janji hnya tggal jnji coz kteorg lmbt smpai.. aku nk kak juju kuar umah n tgu lah kt bus stop dkt dgn umah 2.. tgu punye tgu bus xsmpai2.. ramai lak yg lalu kacau kteorg.. da yg tersengih2 mcm kerang busuk n da gak yg siap bunyikan hon kt kteorg.. pelik gak nape bus xsmpai2, aku pn wat decision kol bel.. rupenyer2 bus xlalu kt ctu.. pergh wat penat jer tgu.. so ape ag kteorg pn bka lgkah g ke the store tgu bus.. berpeluh2 kteorg kene jlan, mekap pun dh cair.. huhu.. ngah jalan, tetibe si sinclair kol.. tnye kt ner coz dier dh smpai lame kt tesco.. cian sinclair kene tgu VIP dtg..huhu.. dh r dier demam..

Akhirnyer smpai gak aku kt tesco 2.. trus kteorg cr sinclair ne lah thu kot2 dier pengsan lak dek tgu kteorg..sinclair xpecaya lak kt alsan kteorg.. tp bak kata azwan ali, ada aku kisah cak 3x.. huhu.. siap xnk berckp dgn kteorg 5 minit.. pas2 kteorg pn pergi lh isi perut kteorg yg kosong nie yg dh da mcm2 jenis bunyi.. pop, balada, dangdut sume da.. ape ag kteorg melantak lah dkt KFC, mkn ayam..

Lpas je msg2 dh kenyang, kteorg pn memulakan ekspedisi mencri brg 4 spageti kteorg yg special..nk beli bhan yg xsebrpa bnyk 2 pn kecoh, mcm2 aksi da.. pecah perut kteorg gelak.. sinclair beria2 nk cr syur utk letak dlm spgeti 2.. yg xbleh bla 2 ada ker dier bleh amik daun sup.. dr jauh die tnjuk daun 2 kt kteorg dgn gaya ala2 model syur.. ape ag aku n kak juju pecah perut gelak kn dier..siap letak dlm troli, port baek punyer..setahu aku, mane ada org letak daun sup dlm spgeti ek..

kak juju lak dgn aksi potong memotong dgn troli org len.. sempat gak kak juju wat wayang kt situ jap.. bleh lak kak juju berbut dgn troli bdk lelki mane tah.. time 2 nk cr dging cincang..aku dgn sinclair pndg dr jauh aje.. kak juju dgn confident nyer jumpe dging cncang 2 n trus berckp dgn org blakng dier.. mesti kak juju ingt kteorg yg kt blkng 2.. kebetulan lak bdk yg kt blkng kak juju 2 yg men potong troli dgn kak juju.. pe ag terpinga2 lh bdk 2 coz kak juju tetibe tnye kt dier.. aku dgn sinclair gelak besar dr jauh.. kelakar giler time 2.. actually aku pn jd mngsa gelak dorang coz aku dgn aksi salah troli nyer.. xpayah r citer detail sngt.. huhuhu.. byk gak lah brg yg kteorg beli.. bayang kn kteorg beli spageti 1 kilo.. 2 pn coz si sinclair ckp dulu dier beli 500 gm dier n 2 ag kwn dier mkn xcukup.. giler bnyk spegti 2..

skrg dh tibe mse kteorg msk.. chef sinclair nk msk, konon nyer.. so kteorg pn ptong n sediakan bhan2 2.. kali ini si hygiene pn tolong kteorg msk.. riuh rendah dapur dgn suare kteorg nih.. byang kn spageti kteorg dpt 1 periuk nasi yg besar.. aku potong lah cendawan, si sinclair dgn tomato nyer.. bayngkan tomato 2 kne potong dadu n kecik2 tp si sinclair wat dh nk hancur tomato 2.. xbleh bla btul.. tp xkisah lah jnji bleh dmkn kn.. kak juju n hygiene in charge wat kuah spageti 2.. hebat gak si hyegiene 2.. masak pnye msk, akhir nyer tggal aku n kak juju je kt dapur.. 2 lagi 2 dh dok kt depan tv..

akhirnyer spageti pn siap masak.. kak juju pn agih2 kan same bnyak.. penuh lah satu pinggan.. jenuh lah gak nk habis kan.. banyak giler.. tp yg pasti 2 adalah spageti yg plg sedap kteorg wat.. kalah spageti kt pizza.. wa ckp same lu.. org pertama yg hbis mkn si hyegiene n kemudian sinclair.. aku n kak juju sedaya upaya cube hbiskan.. siap leh tgk citer hapy tree frenz g.. akhirnye aku bjaya gak hbis kn.. amik mase 2 jam jugak lah.. coz mkn slow2, klau x dh lame muntah..

mlm 2 kteorg truskan ag dgn aktiviti kteorg g brjimba.. jalan nk g MP sesak btul.. mcm da event ajer.. lame gak lah dok dlm kete 2.. kteorg trus g karaoke kt Mp sejam.. menyumbang kan sore yg terlebih sedap nih.. then kteorg g tgk citer drang me 2 hell.. citer 2 mmg suspen, terjerit gak lah aku dlm pnggung 2 coz terkejut.. tp citer 2 mmg best even kteorg xbape nk puas hati lah ttg ending dier 2.. kteorg amik citer midnght, smpai umah dlm kul 2 pagi gak lah.. sehari suntuk mmg best.. bnyk kenangan manis yg kteorg dh collect.. tp, walau pn best tp mcm kureng something jer coz cik yuyu xdpt join.. kalu cik yuyu dh brtambah gamat ag..

LeLaKi InI...

ble aku log in jew ym trus aku nmpak lelaki ini ngah on9.. dh lame aku xnmpk die.. hati aku mcm berbelah bagi nk msg dier.. akhirnye aku hnye tgk ajer.. aku pelik nape dier dh lame xym.. rupe2nyer dier ngah keje.. aku nmpak kt pic ym dier kt area A&W.. skung aku dh thu dier wat per.. t aku nk pg setiap A&W yg da kt seremban 2.. yuri, jom join aku wat investigation.. huhuhuhu

ResULt???

ble ingt pasal result yg nk kuar nie aku rase bdebar2 semacam aje.. dh lh sume paper sem lepas sume susah2 tahap dewa dh.. pecah kepala nk wat.. seram sejuk aku rase.. smpai kn nk msuk website uitm pn xberani.. ntah berape r result aku utk sem 4 tue.. hopefully aku xda lh kantoi paper ag.. ckup r sekali.. terpaksa amik inter sorang2 tnpa kengkwn.. nsib baik ada mr hygiene n mr sinclair.. da gak kwn aku.. dh r 'B' sombong giler dgn aku.. nyampah lak aku.. aku tkut giler ble dpt phone call dr pakcik aku.. mesti nk gthu pasal result aku.. hopefully xda.. ethic, hr, quality 2 sume paper killer yg leh wat aku pengsan kot.. yer r, nk cair otak aku mnjwab paper dier.. susah tahap gaban... smlm kt claz, si hygiene sibuk nk no matrik n ic aku.. nk mengecek result aku lh 2,.. ish xnk r aku bg kang kot2 result truk, malu lh aku kt dier.. aku hnye bleh tawakal jew sekrg.. hopefully aku lulus sumer paper lh hendaknya..

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

Oohhhh oh, oh
It never crossed my mind at all

It’s what I tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You’re better off with someone else

It’s for the best,

I know it is

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside,

And I turn around

You’re with him now

I just can’t figure it out
Tell me why you’re so hard to forget

Don’t remind me,

I’m not over it

Tell me why

I can’t seem to face the truth

I’m just a little too not over you

Not over you
Memories, supposed to fade

What’s wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn’t think it’d be this hard

Should be strong, movin’ on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around,

You’re with him now

I just can’t figure it out
Tell me why you’re so hard to forget

Don’t remind me,

I’m not over it

Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth

I’m just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said,

No way to take it all back,

yeah Now I’m on my own

How I let you go, I’ll never understand

I’ll never understand, yeah,

oohhOohhh, oohhh, oohhhhOohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh
Tell me why you’re so hard to forget

Don’t remind me, I’m not over it

Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth

I’m just a little too not over you
Tell me why you’re so hard to forget

Don’t remind me, I’m not over it

Tell me why I can’t seem to face the truth

And I really don’t know what to do

I’m just a little too not over you

Not over you, oohhh

ble dgr jer lgu nie mcm dtujukan kt aku ajer.. pe x nyer, skung nie sume yg aku tgk sume nyer wat aku teringat kt dier.. tgk citer korea da pelakon da iras2 mcm dier.. kt mentor lak, slah sorang dr kump evo 2 da gak iras cam dier.. ingat kn senang nk lupekan dier.. tp reality susah.. cam ner r aku nk lupe kn dier 100%.. dier 2 ntah ingat kt aku ker x.. ntah2 dh x kenal aku ag kot.. lelaki lh katakan..

After BeL Paper..

Ari nie aku kene menduduki paper Bel.. Dgn hati yg berdebar2 aku pun melangkah msuk.. hehe.. ble bukak jer paper 2.. pergh giler mencabar.. garu kepala gak.. btul2 wat aku memerah otak aku ni yg dh kering kontang nie.. ntah ape yg aku jwp, hopefully betul lah.. blum ag tgk carry mark yg ntah baper dpt..

tp 2 saat2 yg menyesak kn aku.. blik ajer aku n ayu per ag trus blik umah n siap2 g berjimba.. huhuhu.. kteorg trus menuju ke mp.. first pg mencuci mata kt pc fair, cuci mate aje coz poket ngah kering kontang.. pergh.. bnyk betul benda2 yg menarik utk aku miliki.. benda2 seakan2 memanggil suh beli.. geram tol r, time2 akhir bulan nie lh die nk wat pc fair bagai.. tension siot..

lepas jew dr 2, kteorg trus je menziarahi karaoke box.. pe g kteorg trus lh melalak sepuas2 hati.. release giler kepala yg berserabut nie.. puas giler rase nyer.. ntah bape lagu kteorg taram.. sampai mamat2 kt sblah box kteorg , menempelkn muke kt cermin.. semak btul.. menggangu ketenteramn kteorg nk bersuka ria.. mcm nk bg ksut kt muke dorang 2.. thu r sore kteorg nie terlebih sdp.. susah btul ng menguji vokal kteorg nie yg terlebih sdp nie..

pas2 kteorg g lak tgk citer coming soon.. seram tol citer thailand 2. terkejut2 aku diwat nyer.. hantu dier pun bleh tahan hodoh yg teramat sngt.. tgh2 syok memfocuskn citer 2. mamat cine kt blkng aku nie sesedap rase lak menendang2 krusi aku, nsib bek r aku nie tahap ksbaran tggi, kalu x dh dpt penyepak sulong dr aku.. xda manner lgsung.. mesti x blja ethic dr mak yat..

kteorg blik dgn hati yg penuh happy n kepala yg ringan dr sume beban.. nek r bus panorama 2, dh r kene bdiri, dlm tgh2 berborak2 2, tetibe stu insiden kurng menyenangkn terjadi.. ada r satu mamt indon trus muntah dkt dgn kteorg.. bau nyer tersngt lh busuk.. geli geleman aku.. dh r muntah 2 brcampur dgn bau arak sekali.. aku terkebil2 menahan hidung dgn bau 2.. nsib bek r xmuntah sekali.. dr mood aku yg ngah happy td bertukar jd moody.. hampeh betul, effect gler.. mual tekak aku ble teringt insident 2.. ish2x... pasni kene focus kt kertas HR plak selasa nie.. huhuhu.. kene perah kpla otak ag nmpk nyer...

Counting day 4 final

pergh xsangka ahad nie dh start final.. rase cam lum ready aje.. dgn hr nyer ag.. tp even sibuk menyestudykn diri sempat gak aku coret kn something kt blog aku nie.. bosan gak kalu study 24 hour per day..

td aku sempat lh on ym.. just nk chat dgn kengkwn.. cr spot ker.. ble msk jer ym guess who yg aku nmpk ngah online.. of course si "I" 2.. pergh.. tetibe je hati aku skit yg teramat sngt.. len yg aku nk len plak yg muncul.. niat hati ngah tgu si innershine aku muncul tp si mangkuk 2 lak yg ada.. ble tgk jer pic dier cam nk bg sebijik pelempang jew.. hehehe.. pic bkn men nk hapi.. nsb bek die x chat dgn aku, kalu x dh dpt ayat yg kaw2 nyer.. tp skung nie, aku dh xbape nk marah pun sbb aku thu die smmg nyer buaya malaysia.. aku dh jumpe dgn I****s**h kot.. huhuhu.. xda makne nyer sume 2.. thu kt bdk2 nie sure kne bhan..

manelh si innershine aku nie.. penat aku tgu dier.. ble aku msg rupenyer2 sidie xsihat.. patut lh xonline.. dlm xsihat 2 pun sempat lg nk menunjukkan kepoyoan dier 2.. ishk2x.. pe nk jd lh dgn die 2.. still cam dulu ag, xbrubah lgsunh dgn perangai poyo tahap gaban dier 2.. tp pape pun die kwn baik aku n kengkwn until now..

Gone 4 ever..

akhirnye aku kuat tuk melupekn dier wat slamanye2.. dlm hati n fikiran aku.. aku ingin mengucapkn terima kasih bnyk2 k dier coz dh bnyk mengajar aku ttg erti cinta dr seorg lelaki.. mengajar aku ttg keikhlasan, kesetiaan, kekecewaan n kehancuran.. tp persetankn sume itu coz skrg lelaki yg bernama ***** dh mati wat aku.. aku xnk kenang ag ttg dier.. aku xkn menagis or mengharapkn lelaki buaya mcm dier.. aku bkn selemah yg die bleh perkotak katik kn.. aku tahu aku pun xhadap r kt die.. aku berterima kasih bnyk2 kt Allah swt kerna tlah bnyk tolong aku jd kuat tuk mghadapi sume nie.. aku mmg mghrapkan die terima pemblasan atas ape yg die dh wat.. aku bkn lh berdendam tp sekadar mahu die sedar akn perbuatannya..

hard 2 forget...

dh beberape ari die xcontact aku.. marah kew dier kt aku.. setahu aku xda lk aku da wat pape kesalahn kt dier.. just aku xnk ikut ckp dier ari 2 trus dier mogok dgn aku.. ape kes, sptutnya aku yg mrajuk bknnyer dier.. ishk2x.. xtahu lh mcm mane aku leh trima die blik.. mgkin silap aku lembut sngt dgn dier.. xtahu r pasni kalu die wat hal ag, bye2x r jwb nyer,, dier ingt aku xleh hidup tnpe dier kew.. sory r.. bnyk ag org kt lua sner 2.. dier ingt aku nie terhegeh2 kt die ker.. buang mase aku jew.. bek aku focus kt asgnment n xam aku ag bgus.. tp..2 lh.. susah aku nk predict perasaan aku sndiri.. apelah yg dier wat skung nie.. bnyk kali aku kol die tp still xda respon.. tension lak aku.. mengalah kn org pmpuan kalu mrjuk.. geramnyerrrrrr....

hari...

sedar2 dh tggal 3 mggu ag aje da claz.. tp asgnment msh berlambak ag nk dsettlekn.. fening2x.. dgn csc nyer, qm, e-gov ag, hr.. pergh pack giler.. nk berjoli pon dh terhad.. pnggung wyang pun agaknyer dh rindu kt kteorg.. hehehehe... apetah ag dgn karaoke.. mcm nk pecah otak.. mcm mane lh nk final.. nk study pun xsempat..

bestnyerr

detik-detik gembira mandi manda at air terjun.. walaupun xckup korum tp still happening sngt..

LiFe..

hari nie aku dh wat sesuatu.. wlau benci sekli aku kt die tp aku still ***

ERMMMM....

geram, terkejut, marah, benci bercampur aduk.. mcm 2 lh agaknyer rase ditpu.. ble nk dkt stahun kenal bru lh aku tahu kebenarnnyer.. kebnran 2 mmg aku xleh terima.. mati2 aku ingt die 2 ******.. tp hakikat nyer sebaliknyer.. mcm nk sepak ajew kepala dier 2, biar bg center sikit otak die yg senget 2.. aku nie kt sni leh r ckp tp ble bdpan jgn harap lh nk terkeluar kate2 yg mcm 2.. maybe aku nie msh *** kt die ag kot.. yer r dier 2 pndai bkata2.. aku nie pun terime aje bulat2.. Dulu time mula2 kenal bkn main baik ag dier, tp ble dh lame n tahu kebenaran sbnr, dier 2 dh mcm raja setan lk.. aku pun sebnrnyer xpham ape motif sbnar dier wat kt aku mcm nie.. skrg nie leh plak die kate nk ******* balik.. ape dier ingt aku nk ker? sory r.. sekali dh terkena aku akn pastikn xkn berulang smula.. BENCI giler kt I (bkn name sebenar)....

Penat2..

Teruk betul r markah test BEL td.. tk pernah2 aku fail paper bel.. Fening2.. Takuk gak r bape result yg dpt.. dh r xda final.. nie blum dcampurkn ag dgn asgnmnt HR n QM nie.. Kalu nk compare kos aku dgn kos bdk2 len, kos aku nie kire busy thap gaban.. xda rileks lngsung.. macm mane lh nk hadapi 2 sem mdtg nie.. nyampah lk aku tgk bdk blik aku 2, memanjang xda asgnmnt.. sntiasa free..

In MeMoRiEs

Zaman diploma bnyk meninggalkn kngan phit n manis.. Skrg sume dh da haluan msg2, x sume smbung study kt tmpt yg same.. I will never forget u all.. Hope one fine day we will meet again..

Diner part 6 yg penuh dgn kontroversi

Bakal2 lawyer @ penjara kajang

lawyer nk menghadap client2 @ pnjara smpai ag berposing

Uitm sentiasa di hati kn kwn2..

Kt tepi bus pun sempat wat port amik pic

KaU sAtU-SaTuNyA

Oh...

siapalah diri aku ini

Tanpamu..

dunia ku pasti tak berseri

Dan hidup tak menjadi

Kau bagiku...

satu-satunya

Padamulah ku meminta, ke bermanja

Ku rindui, ku kasihi

Di hatiku kau abadi

Dengan sinaran kasihmu

Kian terancang hidupku

Tiada lagi keraguan

Kau bagiku kekuatan

Mana jua kau berada

Ditemani cahaya cinta

Sejak dirimu ku dekati

Diri ku ini ku kenali

Hanya engkaulah sesungguhnya

Tiada dua

Di cermin kaca ku memandang

Diri ku serba kekurangan

Namun bagimu bukan itu jadi ukuran

Melengkapi hidup kita

Bukan harta, bukan nama, bukan rupa

Kau...

bagi diriku satu-satunya

Ku meminta, ke bermanja

Ku rindui, ku kasihi

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Attitudes

Ari nie aku n member aku g trip ke parliment.. Rase seronok, yelh slama nie xda pun trip yg claz conduct.. Aku berpeluang menyaksikn menteri2 bersidang kt dalam dewan Rakyat.. Kalu dulu aku hnya dpt tgk kt dlm tv ajer tp skrg leh tgk live gtu.. Ingtkn happening, tp agak boring jugak r, maybe xda hot issue time 2 kot.. Ingt kn dpt r tgk menteri2 nie bertegang urat sesama sndiri.. maybe bkn rezeki kot.. Tp dpt r jugak tgk mentri yg suke timbulkn kontroversi 2.. huhuhu.. tp time 2 die agak pasif, blum recharge ag rasenyer.. Dek rase bosan, aku pon tgk r sekeliling.. Bdk2 KBM mmg bagus and act professional wlaupun ngantok dh thap gaban, tp still control. Kteorg duk kt area tgh, tp ble tgk blah kiri kteorg, bdk2 dr branch len 2, dh lena diulit mimpi siap da mcm2 pose ag.. xthu lah air liur basi terkuar or x.. tp yg pasti Yg dipertua 2 mesti bengkek jer tgk.. Lepas 2 kiteorg kne g Dewan Negara lak kt sblah dier.. Da lh officer 2 bg info kt kteorg, bdk admin biasa lh mcm2 benda nk tnye.. Yg aku xbleh bla 2, ada lh yg dr branch len 2 blagak pandai.. officer 2 tnye da bpe krajaan, kteorg ckp r da 3 tp adalah hamba allah nie ckp dgn confidencenye 2.. padahal salah.. agak kurang ajar jugak lh hmba allah nie, tp yg prob nyer hmba allah 2 lect kalu student leh r consider ckit.. Tergedik2.. eee.. nyampah aku.. agaknye kalu m.Y yg ikut, mesti dh kene r lect 2 dgn pngangn m.Y.. Abg long pon dh terkene dgn kebiadapan hamba allah 2.. ish2x.. Bnyk kali gak r officer 2 perli2 dier.. Ade ker officer 2 ngah dok bg pnrangn dier sbok bgthu student dier elaun raye mentri 2 dpt bpe? Kalu aku r jd officer 2 dh lame aku ketuk dgn.... paham2 sndiri lh ek.. Kuar ajer dr entrance parliment 2, clazmate2 aku ape ag r selambe jer luahkn ktidakpuasn hati ssma sndiri kuat2.. dh r dekat dgn hmba allah 2.. tp nk wat cm ne, kteorg just meluahkn ape yg x puas ati ajew.. mesti hmba allah 2 dgr ape yg kteorg ckp kn.. huhuhu.. Adios..

BrOkEn HEaRt...

You and I were the greatest thingLaughter and smiles is what we would bringWe would talk on the phone, until it was time for bedEven then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my headEvery time I saw you, I would always smileYou could see a glow in my eyes from miles and milesMan, I wish I was still holding onto youBut you gotta girl now, so what can I do?Now when I see you, there's always a frownWon't you please turn that sad frown upside down?If you're not happy with this person, then just say goodbyeBecause seeing you depressed, brings tears to my eyesToday I approached you, but you didn't say a wordI still have feelings for you, haven't you heard?I miss seeing you smile and laughWon't you please remember the fun we had?Holding hands coming from lunchWow! I miss you a whole bunchJust ask my family, you were all I talked aboutNow all I do is walk around the house and poutI love hearing your voice; it brings a smile to my faceIt's a sound that I shall always embraceI had no idea I actually felt this wayPlease tell me, why does it feel like you're pushing me away?The reason we broke up, I don't even know whyJust thinking about you now makes me want to cryIt was peer pressure; they said you lied too muchBut I would easily take you back with just one touchThe one your with, for you, doesn't even careThat is why right now she gets pretty mean staresEnough about her, she makes me sickI miss you way more than just a little bitI need to toughen up; I know we'll always be apartThat is the reason why right now, I have a broken heart

Hurt..

You messed with my heart for a bit, tore me right in two. All i have to say is, i really loved you. I now understand the game, you had going on for so long, do you understand the pain, you put me through all along? You told me you loved me...what a lie... Now all i'm left to do is sit down and cry.

If you are going to love me, love me deeply. If your going to break my heart, then break it all. If you're going to care, care for me completly. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you are going to stay, then stay forever. And if yoiu want to leave, then do it today. If you are going to change, then change for the better. And if you are going to talk, then please mean what you say

janji tggal janji....

ble seseorg 2 dh jauh dr kite, kite akn terasa kehilangn.. lebih2 ag dgn seseorg yg rapat dgn kter.. even time 2 asyk nk bertekak ajer tp 2 lh yg mmbuat hidup 2 lbh happening.. kteorg slalu kuar berlima.. we are very close friend.. but now tggl bertiga.. they never broke their promise.. now, every guy who promise to go out with us, never fulfill their promise.. mungkir jnji mcm dh jd perkara biasa bg dorang.. da yg dh jnji 2 mggu tp slalu xjd.. we really miss our friend that never broke their promise.. sedih giler, ble kiteorg dh excited n plan baik punyer, akhir nyer xjd.. skrg kteorg xkn pcya ag ble da kwn2 guy yg promise konon nya nk ajak kite kua same2.. tp yg pelik nyer bler org len yg ajak selain kteorg, boleh ajer, sentiasa free.. kteorg nie dh jd second choice ntah2 xda dlm senarai lgsung..dh xsudi nk wat mcm maner.. ibarat melukut dtepi gntg.. bler dulu, slalu jer perli kteorg xajak drang kuar.. asyik2 dgn bdk yg dua org 2 jer yg kteorg bwk.. tp skrg tgklh.. ble ajak da je alasan dorang.. busylh.. xda mase lh.. urgent lh.. mcm2 ag.. smpai hati kteorg dh hbis kecik.. compare dgn kuman, hti kuman lg besar.. hai.. dh nsib.. hope xda sape yg kecik ati.. kteorg xslahkn sape2.. just nk luahkn perasaan jew..