I AM WHAT I WANT 2 BE

I AM WHAT I WANT 2 BE

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

hard 2 forget...

dh beberape ari die xcontact aku.. marah kew dier kt aku.. setahu aku xda lk aku da wat pape kesalahn kt dier.. just aku xnk ikut ckp dier ari 2 trus dier mogok dgn aku.. ape kes, sptutnya aku yg mrajuk bknnyer dier.. ishk2x.. xtahu lh mcm mane aku leh trima die blik.. mgkin silap aku lembut sngt dgn dier.. xtahu r pasni kalu die wat hal ag, bye2x r jwb nyer,, dier ingt aku xleh hidup tnpe dier kew.. sory r.. bnyk ag org kt lua sner 2.. dier ingt aku nie terhegeh2 kt die ker.. buang mase aku jew.. bek aku focus kt asgnment n xam aku ag bgus.. tp..2 lh.. susah aku nk predict perasaan aku sndiri.. apelah yg dier wat skung nie.. bnyk kali aku kol die tp still xda respon.. tension lak aku.. mengalah kn org pmpuan kalu mrjuk.. geramnyerrrrrr....

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

hari...

sedar2 dh tggal 3 mggu ag aje da claz.. tp asgnment msh berlambak ag nk dsettlekn.. fening2x.. dgn csc nyer, qm, e-gov ag, hr.. pergh pack giler.. nk berjoli pon dh terhad.. pnggung wyang pun agaknyer dh rindu kt kteorg.. hehehehe... apetah ag dgn karaoke.. mcm nk pecah otak.. mcm mane lh nk final.. nk study pun xsempat..

Sunday, March 15, 2009

bestnyerr

detik-detik gembira mandi manda at air terjun.. walaupun xckup korum tp still happening sngt..













Thursday, March 12, 2009

LiFe..

hari nie aku dh wat sesuatu.. wlau benci sekli aku kt die tp aku still ***

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

ERMMMM....

geram, terkejut, marah, benci bercampur aduk.. mcm 2 lh agaknyer rase ditpu.. ble nk dkt stahun kenal bru lh aku tahu kebenarnnyer.. kebnran 2 mmg aku xleh terima.. mati2 aku ingt die 2 ******.. tp hakikat nyer sebaliknyer.. mcm nk sepak ajew kepala dier 2, biar bg center sikit otak die yg senget 2.. aku nie kt sni leh r ckp tp ble bdpan jgn harap lh nk terkeluar kate2 yg mcm 2.. maybe aku nie msh *** kt die ag kot.. yer r dier 2 pndai bkata2.. aku nie pun terime aje bulat2.. Dulu time mula2 kenal bkn main baik ag dier, tp ble dh lame n tahu kebenaran sbnr, dier 2 dh mcm raja setan lk.. aku pun sebnrnyer xpham ape motif sbnar dier wat kt aku mcm nie.. skrg nie leh plak die kate nk ******* balik.. ape dier ingt aku nk ker? sory r.. sekali dh terkena aku akn pastikn xkn berulang smula.. BENCI giler kt I (bkn name sebenar)....

Penat2..

Teruk betul r markah test BEL td.. tk pernah2 aku fail paper bel.. Fening2.. Takuk gak r bape result yg dpt.. dh r xda final.. nie blum dcampurkn ag dgn asgnmnt HR n QM nie.. Kalu nk compare kos aku dgn kos bdk2 len, kos aku nie kire busy thap gaban.. xda rileks lngsung.. macm mane lh nk hadapi 2 sem mdtg nie.. nyampah lk aku tgk bdk blik aku 2, memanjang xda asgnmnt.. sntiasa free..

Monday, March 9, 2009

In MeMoRiEs

Zaman diploma bnyk meninggalkn kngan phit n manis.. Skrg sume dh da haluan msg2, x sume smbung study kt tmpt yg same.. I will never forget u all.. Hope one fine day we will meet again..

Diner part 6 yg penuh dgn kontroversi



Bakal2 lawyer @ penjara kajang





lawyer nk menghadap client2 @ pnjara smpai ag berposing





Uitm sentiasa di hati kn kwn2..






Kt tepi bus pun sempat wat port amik pic



Sunday, March 8, 2009

KaU sAtU-SaTuNyA

Oh...
siapalah diri aku ini
Tanpamu..
dunia ku pasti tak berseri
Dan hidup tak menjadi
Kau bagiku...
satu-satunya
Padamulah ku meminta, ke bermanja
Ku rindui, ku kasihi
Di hatiku kau abadi
Dengan sinaran kasihmu
Kian terancang hidupku
Tiada lagi keraguan
Kau bagiku kekuatan
Mana jua kau berada
Ditemani cahaya cinta
Sejak dirimu ku dekati
Diri ku ini ku kenali
Hanya engkaulah sesungguhnya
Tiada dua
Di cermin kaca ku memandang
Diri ku serba kekurangan
Namun bagimu bukan itu jadi ukuran
Melengkapi hidup kita
Bukan harta, bukan nama, bukan rupa
Kau...
bagi diriku satu-satunya
Ku meminta, ke bermanja
Ku rindui, ku kasihi
Di hatiku kau abadi...

Attitudes


Ari nie aku n member aku g trip ke parliment.. Rase seronok, yelh slama nie xda pun trip yg claz conduct.. Aku berpeluang menyaksikn menteri2 bersidang kt dalam dewan Rakyat.. Kalu dulu aku hnya dpt tgk kt dlm tv ajer tp skrg leh tgk live gtu.. Ingtkn happening, tp agak boring jugak r, maybe xda hot issue time 2 kot.. Ingt kn dpt r tgk menteri2 nie bertegang urat sesama sndiri.. maybe bkn rezeki kot.. Tp dpt r jugak tgk mentri yg suke timbulkn kontroversi 2.. huhuhu.. tp time 2 die agak pasif, blum recharge ag rasenyer.. Dek rase bosan, aku pon tgk r sekeliling.. Bdk2 KBM mmg bagus and act professional wlaupun ngantok dh thap gaban, tp still control. Kteorg duk kt area tgh, tp ble tgk blah kiri kteorg, bdk2 dr branch len 2, dh lena diulit mimpi siap da mcm2 pose ag.. xthu lah air liur basi terkuar or x.. tp yg pasti Yg dipertua 2 mesti bengkek jer tgk.. Lepas 2 kiteorg kne g Dewan Negara lak kt sblah dier.. Da lh officer 2 bg info kt kteorg, bdk admin biasa lh mcm2 benda nk tnye.. Yg aku xbleh bla 2, ada lh yg dr branch len 2 blagak pandai.. officer 2 tnye da bpe krajaan, kteorg ckp r da 3 tp adalah hamba allah nie ckp dgn confidencenye 2.. padahal salah.. agak kurang ajar jugak lh hmba allah nie, tp yg prob nyer hmba allah 2 lect kalu student leh r consider ckit.. Tergedik2.. eee.. nyampah aku.. agaknye kalu m.Y yg ikut, mesti dh kene r lect 2 dgn pngangn m.Y.. Abg long pon dh terkene dgn kebiadapan hamba allah 2.. ish2x.. Bnyk kali gak r officer 2 perli2 dier.. Ade ker officer 2 ngah dok bg pnrangn dier sbok bgthu student dier elaun raye mentri 2 dpt bpe? Kalu aku r jd officer 2 dh lame aku ketuk dgn.... paham2 sndiri lh ek.. Kuar ajer dr entrance parliment 2, clazmate2 aku ape ag r selambe jer luahkn ktidakpuasn hati ssma sndiri kuat2.. dh r dekat dgn hmba allah 2.. tp nk wat cm ne, kteorg just meluahkn ape yg x puas ati ajew.. mesti hmba allah 2 dgr ape yg kteorg ckp kn.. huhuhu.. Adios..

BrOkEn HEaRt...


You and I were the greatest thingLaughter and smiles is what we would bringWe would talk on the phone, until it was time for bedEven then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my headEvery time I saw you, I would always smileYou could see a glow in my eyes from miles and milesMan, I wish I was still holding onto youBut you gotta girl now, so what can I do?Now when I see you, there's always a frownWon't you please turn that sad frown upside down?If you're not happy with this person, then just say goodbyeBecause seeing you depressed, brings tears to my eyesToday I approached you, but you didn't say a wordI still have feelings for you, haven't you heard?I miss seeing you smile and laughWon't you please remember the fun we had?Holding hands coming from lunchWow! I miss you a whole bunchJust ask my family, you were all I talked aboutNow all I do is walk around the house and poutI love hearing your voice; it brings a smile to my faceIt's a sound that I shall always embraceI had no idea I actually felt this wayPlease tell me, why does it feel like you're pushing me away?The reason we broke up, I don't even know whyJust thinking about you now makes me want to cryIt was peer pressure; they said you lied too muchBut I would easily take you back with just one touchThe one your with, for you, doesn't even careThat is why right now she gets pretty mean staresEnough about her, she makes me sickI miss you way more than just a little bitI need to toughen up; I know we'll always be apartThat is the reason why right now, I have a broken heart

Hurt..

You messed with my heart for a bit, tore me right in two. All i have to say is, i really loved you. I now understand the game, you had going on for so long, do you understand the pain, you put me through all along? You told me you loved me...what a lie... Now all i'm left to do is sit down and cry.

If you are going to love me, love me deeply. If your going to break my heart, then break it all. If you're going to care, care for me completly. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you are going to stay, then stay forever. And if yoiu want to leave, then do it today. If you are going to change, then change for the better. And if you are going to talk, then please mean what you say

Friday, March 6, 2009

janji tggal janji....

ble seseorg 2 dh jauh dr kite, kite akn terasa kehilangn.. lebih2 ag dgn seseorg yg rapat dgn kter.. even time 2 asyk nk bertekak ajer tp 2 lh yg mmbuat hidup 2 lbh happening.. kteorg slalu kuar berlima.. we are very close friend.. but now tggl bertiga.. they never broke their promise.. now, every guy who promise to go out with us, never fulfill their promise.. mungkir jnji mcm dh jd perkara biasa bg dorang.. da yg dh jnji 2 mggu tp slalu xjd.. we really miss our friend that never broke their promise.. sedih giler, ble kiteorg dh excited n plan baik punyer, akhir nyer xjd.. skrg kteorg xkn pcya ag ble da kwn2 guy yg promise konon nya nk ajak kite kua same2.. tp yg pelik nyer bler org len yg ajak selain kteorg, boleh ajer, sentiasa free.. kteorg nie dh jd second choice ntah2 xda dlm senarai lgsung..dh xsudi nk wat mcm maner.. ibarat melukut dtepi gntg.. bler dulu, slalu jer perli kteorg xajak drang kuar.. asyik2 dgn bdk yg dua org 2 jer yg kteorg bwk.. tp skrg tgklh.. ble ajak da je alasan dorang.. busylh.. xda mase lh.. urgent lh.. mcm2 ag.. smpai hati kteorg dh hbis kecik.. compare dgn kuman, hti kuman lg besar.. hai.. dh nsib.. hope xda sape yg kecik ati.. kteorg xslahkn sape2.. just nk luahkn perasaan jew..